Emotions too deep to express with words.
Philosophy too alien to be understood.
How, oh how?
I wish i could show you -- love, hate, anger, fear, hope, awe.
I want to.
I don't want to feel inadequete, traped, imperfect, dirty, unloved, despised, forgotten, hated, used.
But I do, and I am.
I only wish I could show you, then maybe I wouldn't feel this way.